It's just not on

I went to dinner tonight with a 'friend'.

I've decided I don't think he's a very good friend. Maybe it's just that he's a bloke. Maybe it's because I don't really want to be friends, but here are my thoughts:

• I can't recall if he ever asked me a single question about me.
• At times I thought perhaps he was bored and restless and just wanted it to be over.
• He kissed me when he said goodbye. On the lips. Don't guys know chicks think that's different than the cheek brush?
• I like him, but I don't think I can do this again. On some level its humiliating.

I always kind of thought there were possibilities. Obviously I'm thick.

It's just not on.